Random

Today I was sitting in calculus class and I was bored. So, I started writing some stuff down and thought I would share it with you. I don't even know if anyone reads my blog but I just wanted to put it out there. :)
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Time is a fictional concept. We think we can control it, but the truth is it controls us. Seconds, minutes, hours just pass by and we have no control over them. It is not like we can stop it or make it move slower or faster.

You know how they say you are only young once. Well these days I have to remind myself that I'm still young. Pressure and fear of the future and what it holds, pressure from responsibilities is closing in on me. I feel like I'm suffocating. I can't even remember the last time I just spent a day doing nothing. Even my walks around my neighborhood that used to clear my mind started to pop more questions into my head. Sleep used to be my salvation. My safe haven the place where I can run away from my problems. However, now they are haunting my dreams too.

This imaginary concept we keep trying to manage is just an illusion. It is one of many obstacles that we face everyday. I just need a break. A break from my life.

Ooh what would I do to be a kid again. Everyone is in such a rush to grow up, but what's the point. Growing up we loose sight of many things in life. We start forgetting how to enjoy life. This race toward who can make money, who can by the prettiest things is ridiculous. All the riches in the world can't make time stop. And isn't that what all of us want. More time to spend with loved ones, more time to try new things. more time just to enjoy yourself. What's the rush?

If only someone would create a time machine I would love to go back to be a kid, or to at least warn the foolish naive kid that I was that life is not that easy. Growing up is not fun. A kid doesn't have any responsibilities, any obligations, any regrets. They live their lives day by day, filled with joy, happiness and laughs with not a care in the world.

I know that the world is not all bad. Life is beautiful, but sometimes we get sidetracked ,sucked into our own problems and we forget about the big picture, we forget about the beauty.

So, if anyone is reading no matter what the world throws your way you can handle it. Don't let it bring you down. Just keep in mind the good memories, the happy thoughts that make life worth living.


A Lost Soul...