Sunday, September 7, 2014

Hello there...

I have thinking for a while about getting back to this then a few days ago I read a quote that made me consider posting again it goes as follow:
"Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self" Cyril Connoly.
So, I am going to write again even if no one reads this. Unfortunately I am not going to complete the story. I am just going to be posting random thoughts.
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Sometimes a crush is just a crush. You see someone and you just feel drawn to them. You may ask about them, figure out their name and maybe you will be curious enough to figure out where they live. You will even look them up on the internet to find out whatever information you can find out about them. (I know some of you would think that this sounds like a stalker but, attraction can let you do anything to get to your goal.) But, after all that can you really say that you know them?

How many times have you thought of just going up to them and talking to them? But, you just can't sum up the courage. What if they don't feel the same way? What if they don't even know that you exist? What if they're just not interested in any kind of relationship? Deep inside you hope they feel the same way. You hope they actually know who you are.

What some people can't comprehend in this situation is the word no. Even though you feel all these feelings it doesn't mean that your crush will just welcome you with open arms. I myself have encountered a situation where a guy wouldn't take no for an answer. I don't get how does the guy expect a girl would react to a complete stranger telling her he has feelings for her not only that you suddenly tell her that you know all these things about her and that you've been going to the library everyday just to catch a glimpse of her. 

Well for me personally I was put in this situation this summer. I have to say first I felt flattered but then it turned a bit creepy. But, the funny thing was it wasn't even me it was my brother's fiance and the person thought it was me. Until this day he does not believe that it is not me he thinks I am just creating drama which kind of pisses me off.

All I wanted to say is if you have a crush on someone don't just go and pour your heart out because if they do not know you there is no way they will just feel the same way. Be careful with your heart.