It's been a while since the last time I wrote and I don't know if anyone cares but here it goes. My life has been hectic. I left the university I was in and transferred somewhere else. The move was hard on me. I had to leave the place I called home for the past two and a half years. It was especially tough because I was all alone and I had to leave my friends. Well the place I moved to is interesting and different than what I'm used too. People are nicer, the university is easier, I have family around and the only problem is there are a lot of Arabs around or should I say Saudis. It feels nice to have friends who call and ask about you everyday and they actually want to see you everyday. But, I do miss my independence, I miss my old life. Even though I love the girls who I met over here, I feel stuck. I still didn't find my people. The girls that I have met here are a bit more religious than I am and sometimes I just don't feel like I can be myself around them. I try to be myself but the way we think is different and I don't know what to do. I guess you can say my thoughts are a bit American. I just need one person who gets me just like my best friend in my old college did. I could talk to her about anything. I'm not saying that I'm this very free person who goes partying every weekend or go out drinking I just like to go out and have fun. Also, I wouldn't mind having guy friends and going out with a group of guys and girls. However, the girls here wouldn't like that and they would judge me for it. The problem here it's just like Saudi you can't do anything good or bad without people talking about you. Why can't I just find someone like me not too free and not too religious?! I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens. It's a new place with new opportunities I hope...
